Christazee

I wish I meant enough to someone to deserve their love when it wasn't convenient. Here comes another restless night where I'm wide awake and all I want is someone to talk to, someone who won't put me down or brush me off. I need something to change. I am downright terrified and my anxiety is getting the better of me. I feel alone. As in, I could die right now, and no one would notice for days. Not until they needed something. And this feeling comes to me every night. I have no idea what posting this will accomplish other than the fact that its off of my chest. I'm scared, and I just want something. Someone, to remain a safe and secure const

I need to vent. With all these silly little thoughts floating around my head, I'm both a little giddy and anxious. So instead of trying to sort it all out, I figured I'd try something new. Dear *Person* I was nothing more than the cobra in the basket, and you the flute that charmed me. I followed you without question, entranced. You were the only thing I saw, the only thing I needed. A beacon of light, showing me the way out of the Hellish cave I was in... Until I learned the truth. You were only leading me deeper into the darkness. Robbing me of my new found hope. Feeding upon it until I began to break. But I didn't. Without you, I picked

Ahem. It's been a while. But, as things start to take a new direction, I would like to try to get back into the swing of things. New photos soon! How has everyone been?