I wish I meant enough to someone to deserve their love when it wasn't convenient. Here comes another restless night where I'm wide awake and all I want is someone to talk to, someone who won't put me down or brush me off.
I need something to change. I am downright terrified and my anxiety is getting the better of me. I feel alone. As in, I could die right now, and no one would notice for days. Not until they needed something. And this feeling comes to me every night.
I have no idea what posting this will accomplish other than the fact that its off of my chest. I'm scared, and I just want something. Someone, to remain a safe and secure const
I need to vent. With all these silly little thoughts floating around my head, I'm both a little giddy and anxious. So instead of trying to sort it all out, I figured I'd try something new.
Dear *Person*
I was nothing more than the cobra in the basket, and you the flute that charmed me. I followed you without question, entranced. You were the only thing I saw, the only thing I needed. A beacon of light, showing me the way out of the Hellish cave I was in...
Until I learned the truth. You were only leading me deeper into the darkness. Robbing me of my new found hope. Feeding upon it until I began to break. But I didn't. Without you, I picked
Ahem.
It's been a while.
But, as things start to take a new direction, I would like to try to get back into the swing of things. New photos soon!
How has everyone been?
Here's to another happy birthday, ohhhhhhh Happy happy birthday, from all of us to you! We wish it was our birthday, so we could party too! Happy happy birthday, may all your dreams come true! We wish it was our birthday, so we could party too!